I can see my God most clearly In the most glorious of His creations… I needn’t look to find Him In religious congregations,
But through tears of joy and reverence, As I look on my sweet lover, I see too the God who made her… And the God who made me love her.
THE WIND SPEAKS YOUR NAME by Michael Langston
How is it I know that you are the one, That heaven-sent love and you are the same? I feel your touch in the warm autumn sun And hear the wind softly whisper your name. I sense your sweet presence around me like air And breathe your dear spirit into my lost heart Where it has now become such a part of me there That no earthly distance can keep us apart. Every soft breeze that now brushes my face, Every warm ray that now shines from above Brings with it your loving and caring embrace And tells of your precious and undying love. The wind, the sunlight, and air all agree! There is no one on earth but you for me.
NO ONE MORE REAL by Michael Langston
How do I know that you’re real, you may ask? How is it I’m certain you care about me? Think of the time you’d put into the task Of typing that mail you’d write constantly. All of the time that you’d take from each day To share with me that small piece of your heart Tells me for sure, in an unclouded way, That you are for real and were from the start. When tired and sleepy and needing your rest, You’d sit and type letters to me, your pet. Of all of my reasons, this one is best. How much more sure that you’re real can I get? Yes, I am certain that this much is true: There’s no one on earth who’s more real than you.
ONLY YOU by Michael Langston
Though you are only one, Only one out of millions, A tiny speck in the distance Beside an unseen distant sea, Though there are others around me Who are so very much nearer, There are none more important Than you now are to me.
Now blind to all others, I travel lost in a desert, Seeking the cool, clear oasis Of your soft loving hands. On the faraway horizon, Like shimmering green emerald, I can see only you Amidst the dead, sun-scorched sands.
NEVER FAR by Michael Langston
Though far, far away, Far away in the distance, Across a continent I’ve not traveled, Beside a distant sea I’ve not seen, You’re never far from my thoughts, But always here with me, In my heart, in my soul, Never far in my dreams.
When at night I awaken, Thoughts of you come rushing upon me Like the tide of that great ocean, Like the in-coming waves of that faraway sea That I’ve never once seen… Sparkling with moonbeams, Pounding upon the dark sands Of my lost, love-starved soul.
When I awake in the morning, Thoughts of you come shining upon me Like an unseen sunrise Upon that same distant sea, Lighting its waves and warming its beaches.
Like the warm morning sun Rising up from that ocean, Like a bright seaside sunrise, So your thoughts are to me.
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Michael Langston
It was the night before Christmas When all through my house, Not a creature was stirring, Not even a spouse.
No stockings were hung By the chimney that year In hopes that St. Nicholas Might somehow appear,
No mamma in her kerchief, Just I in my cap Had retired to my lodging For a long, lonesome nap,
When out in the kitchen There arose such a clatter, I sprang from my bed To see what was the matter.
I snatched up my Levis From off of the floor And hastily darted Through the dark bedroom door.
Away to the kitchen I flew like a flash, Charged in through the doorway, And licked my mustache.
I must have been granted My fondest of wishes: In the dark a Greek goddess Stood washing my dishes.
She was draped all in satin From her head to her toe, As untarnished and white As the new-fallen snow,
That yet in the darkness Shined ever so bright, Bringing with it its own Source of heavenly light.
Long flowing tresses She had flung on her back That in the folds of her raiment Did silkily track,
That yet in the coldness Of the dark wintry room, Imparted the warmth Of spring flowers in bloom.
All beauty from heaven To her was bequeathed, And perfection encircled Her head like a wreath.
Her eyes, filled with moonbeams, How they twinkled and shined! Her cheeks were like roses That her curls had entwined.
The light on her breasts From the new-fallen snow Gave the luster of midday To objects I’d know.
New stockings were hung On her ankles with care In hopes her Prince Charming Soon would be there.
In that cold darkness There danced such a vision. It didn’t take me long To make a decision.
Her stockings I’d inch down Her ankles with care. With a sleigh full of toys, St. Nicholas had been there.
He surely had granted My fondest of wishes. I was beholding a goddess While she clattered my dishes.
“I’ll stoop down to her ankle, As I merrily whistle, And work my way up Like the down of a thistle.
“As she bends at the sink-top, In a twinkling haste, I’ll clasp my strong arms Around her gloriously robed waist.
“Eyes of green emerald, Skin soft and white, Oh what did I do To deserve such delight?”
As I drew in my hand, As she was turning around, The clattering pie plates Ceased making their sound.
But a glint in her eye And a tilt of her head Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread.
This life-giving goddess Would soon warm my cold bed And give me to know That I wasn’t yet dead.
We spoke not a word, But went straight to our work Of giving warmth to the coldness And bringing light to the murk.
She then turned to face me, Our arms intertwined, And as our hair intermingled, Her lips then met mine.
Our flesh then erupted With volcanic desire. The warmth from her body Ignited my fire.
The blazing inferno Burned through her as well. I felt her sweet passion Grasp tighter than hell.
I could bear it no longer, And neither could she. I then quickly pondered What my next move would be.
“Since I do not like football, And she’s not into rap, I’ll suggest that we settle For a long winter’s nap.”
She must have been psychic For before it was said, We started our trek To the bedroom (she led).
More rapid than eagles, To the bedroom we came, With I in my Levis Still looking the same,
But as we swift coursers Crashed through heaven’s door, A funny thing happened To the white robe that she wore:
It must have been magic, For right there in my face, A black satin nightgown Had taken its place.
At my bedside I tarried To light a small candle To more clearly discern What delights I might handle.
In the warm flickering glowing Of the candle’s dim light, I could see her more clearly Than in moonlight I might.
The sweet scene that befell me In this chamber of love Could only have fallen From high heaven above!
Words cannot possibly Even begin to describe Beauty incarnate And perfection alive!
What once had been only The vaguest of dreams, Sad Longing’s most hopeless And hapless of schemes,
What once had been shrouded And buried in mist Was fleshed out before me Alive to be kissed.
Like Pygmalion’s statue: An ideal come to life! No earthly pretenders To a heavenly wife.
As her white robe had once beamed With the August sun’s light, For a gown she was wearing The warm summer’s night.
Like a willow’s drooped branches Amid night’s starlit charms, Her dark, lovely tresses Draped down on bare arms.
The bare tops of her breasts That her gown had not covered Were like ivory half-moons That had risen and hovered.
Her eyes shined and sparkled Like twin evening stars, And on her black gown for sequins Hung Jupiter and Mars.
This vision from heaven Brought tears to my eyes. My heaven-sent goddess Was dressed in night skies!
More wondrously stunning Than I ever saw. I knelt down at her feet In mute reverence and awe.
“I’ll kneel down at her ankles And slip her out of the stockings As desire gathers around me Like birds that are flocking.
“I’ll inch down her stockings Off her ankles with care And invite her to bed Once her feet are both bare.”
When that I accomplished, I got in bed once again. I asked her to join me, And she jumped right on in.
Like children we nestled All snug in our bed While visions of sugar-plums Danced in my head.
Her stockings were off, And her ankles were bare, So I said to myself, “I think I’ll start there.
“I’ll start with her ankle, Moving ever so slightly, And work my way up To the hem of her nighty.
“I’ll start with her ankle, Move up to her knee, And work my way up Till her thighs are both free.
“And coursing up ever farther, In a twinkling haste, I’ll clasp hot raring hands Around her warm silky waist.”
With brisk fingers like reindeer And swift hands like a sleigh, With my bundle of toys I did merrily play,
When what to my wandering Hands should appear, But miniature panties (Felt by eight tiny reindeer).
Under her nighty, All tiny and teeny, I could feel the faint outline Of a miniature bikini.
“Sweet eyes of green emerald, Satin skin, soft and white, Oh what did I do To deserve such a night?
“Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! Now, Prancer and Vixen! On, Comet! on, Cupid! On, Donner and Blitzen!
“To the top of her panties! To the top of that wall! Now, dash away, dash away, Dash away all!”
My Levis were bursting At all of their seams. She was the fulfillment Of my wildest of dreams.
All over the bedroom On the carpet below, Our items of clothing Kept falling like snow:
The castaway raiment Of two depraved strippers, Unhung Christmas stockings From which I had slipped her.
In the midst of my kisses I could hear a faint groan So I listened intently To the sound of her moan:
“There’s no place, no place, No place I ever saw, No place on this earth Like Arkansas.
“No place, no place, No place that I’ve been! Compared to Olympus, Arkansas wins.”
“But why on this earth Would she want to come here? Could it be that she loves me? I’ll whisper this in her ear:
“If you were a nut (I’m a terrible sinner), Then I’d be the squirrel That would crack you for dinner.
“If I were your bread, It would be no surprise That you’d be the yeast That would make my dough rise.
“If I were a bee And you were a flower, I’d be craving your nectar Every waking hour.
“Let’s wash all those dishes, And when we are finished, Let’s hop in the shower With libidos undiminished.
“If I had your psychic And magical powers, Then I’d be the water That runs in your shower.
“If I could be present When you draw your bath water, Could you please cast a spell And change me into an otter?
“If I were a towel, I’d be awaiting the hour When Psyche once more Steps out of the shower.
“And when we’re done in the bathroom, When we’re finally through, It’s His and Hers night shirts, One for me, one for you.
“The idea of a back rub Sounds super to me. If you get under my shirt, I’ll rub yours for free.
“If you were a kitten (I am so mean), Then I’d be the cat That would lick your fur clean.
“If you were my kitten, I would lick clean your fur And contentedly listen To the sound of your purr.
“If she then gets too noisy, I know what I’ll do: I’ll just shut her up With a lip-lock or two.
“Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! Now, Prancer and Vixen! On, Comet! on, Cupid! On, Donner and Blitzen!
“Clothes strewn on the floor To the top of the wall! Now, dash away, dash away, Dash away all!”
I had an idea, And was it a scream! I’d lather her neck With all-natural whipped cream.
No need to add sugar, For she was naturally sweet. Just the mere thought Made my heart skip a beat.
While out in the kitchen (I made a reverse trek), I whipped up enough For her shoulders and neck.
“I think I’ll make extra, For I might just need more. I’ve never licked cream Off a goddess before.”
When I reentered the bedroom, What a radiant sight Awaited me there In the subdued window light!
The light on her bare breasts From the new-fallen snow Gave the luster of midday To those objects I’d know.
Now all that she wore As she lay on my bed Was a pair of silk panties (Must have been green and red).
With her head on my pillow And her soft hands on my sheets, I crept in beside her As my heart drummed fierce beats.
Wearing nothing but panties And long ringlets of hair, Overlain with chilled currents Of sheer see-through air,
In the red dying ember Of the candle’s last light, She was wearing perfection As she once wore the night.
“Eyes of greenest emerald, Silken skin, all pearl white, If my heart beats much faster, It might just take flight.”
My jeans grew much tighter (I was wearing no shirt), So much tighter, in fact, That they started to hurt.
But as if she were psychic, To my shocked disbelief, She passed me a pair Of tiger-striped briefs.
“Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! Now, Prancer and Vixen! On, Comet! on, Cupid! On, Donner and Blitzen!
“To break loose from these Levis, Out of bed I must crawl. Now, dash away, dash away, Dash away all!”
My heart did beat faster. In my chest I could hear The prancing and pawing Of eight tiny reindeer.
I unbuttoned my Levis, Pulled them down off my waist, And transformed into a tiger With the swiftest of haste.
I leapt there beside her, Pawed my whipped cream, And licked it from off her For hours, it seemed.
Her neck was inviting, Her shoulders lay bare, So I said to myself, “Why not start there?
“I’ll start with her shoulders, Move down to her chest, And work my way lower, All the way to her breasts.
“As she lies there beside me, I’ll have just a taste: I’ll press my starved lips To her glorious bare waist.
“And moving back upward, At her breasts I will stop, Before returning once more To sweet lips at the top.”
With breast to breast, With thigh to thigh, With tiger stripes to red satin, I thought I might die.
My kisses rained down On her neck and her shoulders. She held me much tighter. My fingers grew bolder:
All around and over And under her teeny Victoria’s Secret Now soaking-wet bikini.
Like leaves of autumn And snowflakes in winter, My kisses kept falling. To heaven I sent her.
Like raindrops of summer And dewdrops of spring Splashing upon her! What paradise she’d bring!
“The temperature’s rising. Can it possibly be The end of December And a hundred and three?”
The window got foggy, The sheets felt damn wet, Our bellies got slippery, It must have been sweat.
With slippery slick sweat All covering her belly, I kept rolling right off her Like a bowlful of jelly.
With thighs spreading wider She was hotter than hell. Something upon me Had managed to swell.
I could bear it no longer. “I must have relief!” I rose up to pull down My tiger-striped briefs.
When that I accomplished (My task half complete), I slipped her silk panties From off of her feet.
I then went inside her (She guided me in). To me it did seem That to heaven I’d been!
“Closest eyes of greenest emerald, Silky smooth and so tight. I could live a thousand lifetimes And never know such delight!”
Our bodies intermingled. Our souls intertwined. I could scarcely believe it. The goddess was mine!
I kissed her lips gently As I moved out and in, She matched every motion And lit up with a grin.
In the midst of my kisses I could hear a loud groan, So I listened intently To the sound of her moan:
“There’s no place, no place, No place I ever saw, No place on this planet Like Arkansas.
“No place, no place, No place I’ve ever been! Compared to Jove on Olympus, Arkansas wins.”
That finally did it! When Santa Claus came, I tore open and shuddered And cried out her name:
The most beautiful name That I’ve ever heard, The name of a goddess! Believe every word!
“From faraway Olympus To right here in Arkansas, I’m lying here helpless And speechless in awe.”
We talked as I held her For what seemed like long hours As her breasts pressed upon me Like twin ivory towers.
“From the depths of her body To the depths of her soul! On, Dasher! On, Dancer! On, Prancer! Let’s roll!”
She told me she’d come here On her own sweet volition. Not brought by St. Nick, She was here on a mission:
For thousands of years, now, Her joys had been few. An ageless, fair goddess Can get lonely too.
“But how in this world Did you find me, pray tell?” “Oh silly boy, can’t you guess? I have Internet as well.”
“No older than twenty, This sweet girl appears, Possessing the wisdom Of ten thousands of years.”
All the rest of that night We made funny faces As our hair intermingled In all the right places,
While there on the floor, Like two autumn leafs, Lay green and red panties And tiger-striped briefs.
As I lay there all lifeless And limp in her arms, Exhausted and worn out From all of her charms,
I got this idea That we just had to try: “I must have a piece Of her sugar-plum pie.”
So I pleadingly whispered To my all-pleasing goddess, “Before, I was horny, But now I’m hungry, I promise.
“Could you arise from our bed And join me out in our kitchen? We’ll bake us a pie To put an end to my bitchin.”
So I leapt up and raked up From off of the floor My tiger-striped briefs And pulled them on me once more.
I tossed her her panties, And then in a flurry She slipped them back on (I told her to hurry).
Back out to the kitchen We flew like a flash, Opened my pantry, And raided my stash:
Whole wheat flour (no sugar) And cherries and fixings. I tossed her a bowl And she started her mixing.
In white dazzling radiance Like the snow in noon’s light, I could now see her clearly For the first time that night.
The light now embraced her As I had once done, In dazed adoration, As a kiss from the sun.
It caressed her all over, From her hips to her breasts, And acknowledged perfection As she passed its strict test.
Those green and red panties Were all that she wore. Was I hungry or horny? “I’m not sure anymore!”
Wearing nothing myself But tiger-striped briefs, I crept up behind her (Seeking relief).
As she arched at the stove-top By the paper towel rack, Her long curling tresses Spilled down her bare back.
They streamed down her skin Like a meandering river, Changing its course At her tiniest quiver.
Like a river of life Jetting forth from her head, Letting me know once again That I wasn’t yet dead.
I pressed up against her, My chest to her back. With my hands on her shoulders, I planned my attack.
Her hair softly tickled The backs of my hands While my palms and my fingers Were exploring new lands.
I inched my hands lower And embraced her bare waist. My fingers were searching. Her paradise they chased!
Lower they ventured, And still even lower. “Not long,” I then thought, “Till I will biblically know her.”
Under her panties And into her soft fur, I nestled four reindeer (She let out a loud purr).
They pranced and they pawed In her most holy of places! And with Old Donner inside her She made those strange faces.
Toward that sacred, lush garden Like a dripping oasis, Crawled the sun-scorched and dying From the dry desert spaces.
At that warm, steaming oven Amidst my pots and my pans, A cold pilgrim once lingered To warm his iced hands.
My tiger-striped briefs Were born again as an arrow. “I must strike that sleek target So soaked and so narrow.”
I tugged at my waistband With the hand I had free And flew out like a flash, At a hundred and three.
With a little old driver So lively and thick, I knew in a moment That this would be quick.
He was rosy and plump, A right jolly old elf. (I knew that I should be Ashamed of myself.)
But as leaves that before The wild hurricane fly, We are driven by passion To mount to the sky!
When the reindeer had landed, When I held both of her breasts, I could hold out no longer In this Olympic love-fest.
The night I came knocking At the goddess’s back door Was a night to remember. I can tell you no more.
As best I remember, That pie was not baked. More horny than hungry, What a mess we did make!
With our bodies all tarnished With fresh whole wheat flour Like ashes and soot, It was time for that shower.
So off to the bathroom We then flew like a flash, I turned on the hot water And in a mad dash,
We stripped off our undies (They were still clinging on us), And in that Garden of Eden I received my next bonus:
As I streaked past the mirror, I thought I could see Michelangelo’s David Take a quick peek at me.
When I mustered the courage To take a much closer look, The image, it shimmered As I stood there and shook.
My shape-shifting goddess Had indeed cast her spell: Never once in my life Had I looked this damn well.
Like the statue of David: An ideal brought to life! No earthly pretender For my goddess-slash-wife.
She was dressed in sweet nothing, In a raiment like Eve’s, In the midst of that garden Interspersed with green leaves,
She walked unashamed With no cause to conceal What God Himself fashioned With no faults to reveal.
As a world to herself, Her Creator had shaped her, And in beauty itself, Like the sun, he had draped her.
“On her hills, in her valleys, By her forests and shores, With her beauty for sunlight, I will dwell evermore!”
Her breasts were like mountains I was longing to climb! Her valleys, they beckoned Like shade at noontime!
Her hair, like a forest I could lose myself in, Branched down her bare back Through soft clearings of skin.
With mountainous breasts And whole forests of curls, She was not a mere goddess. She was my whole world.
Like Eve in the Garden With no fig leaf she stood, And wouldn’t you know it: I again turned to wood!
Standing there gazing On the stark-naked goddess, I could barely endure it. I became quite immodest.
As still as a picture, By the tub she did stand. There was no other motion But my swift sleight of hand.
Standing naked like Adam, Before her I marveled. It was her inspiration That had turned me to marble.
For no other woman In this world I could see. Like Eve was to Adam, She was everything to me.
The light shone upon her Like the tropical sun. The temperature was rising (To a hundred and one).
The warm waves in the bathtub Made a loud splashing sound. It was like sand by the ocean With all that flour strewn around.
My desire came surging Like an incoming tide! She half closed her eyes And turned her head to the side.
Her hair draped her shoulders In thick flowing curls. “There are no other women. There are no other girls.
“In all of my life I have never once seen A picture so lovely, Like out of a dream.”
Standing there naked So closely beside her, I could clearly envision Once being inside her.
It was almost as though I could feel her own grip, Grasping around me (Either that or her lips).
Then into the bathtub She gracefully stepped, While carefully traipsing Behind her I crept.
I sat down in the water Facing her back. My legs slipped around her (For space we did lack).
She leaned back against me. My arms coursed around her. “How ecstatic it makes me To have finally found her.”
She was the perfect fulfillment Of my life’s greatest dream. Pure joy poured upon me Like the warm faucet stream.
I washed her all over. It was simply the best! She was all wet and soapy: Slippery thighs to slick breasts.
As I teased her hard nipples And squeezed her wet thighs, She leaned her head nearer And looked straight in my eyes.
“Sweet eyes of greenest emerald, Glossy skin, all soaped white, My God, how I hope There’s no end to this night!”
Her breath, it did quiver As she leaned back to kiss. That she wanted me within her Was impossible to miss.
She placed my hand lower, All the way past her waist. It dived to the water With the swiftest of haste.
I proceeded to rub her As she kissed my wet lips. She pressed back on me harder With her warm, sudsy hips.
With a hard bar of soap Wedged tightly between us, I’d have been thoroughly embarrassed If our mothers had seen us.
With our lips pressed together, With her tongue licking mine, And with Dasher inside her, Her kiss was like wine.
Through her hard, pressing kiss I could hear a faint mutter, “Barely louder,” I thought, “Than her heart’s racing flutter.”
“I must have you right now. I need to feel you inside me.” So I turned her around So like a horse she could ride me.
My legs stretched one way And hers stretched another. She slipped down around me And rode like no other.
We sat tightly gripped In each other’s embrace: Breast to breast, heart to heart, Eye to eye, face to face.
She pulsed her soaked hips In a rhythmical motion. I pushed up inside her, The water like lotion.
Her hips then pulsed faster And made waves in the tub As she pressed even harder So against me she’d rub.
When I felt her tense shudder, I then knew it was time: Ecstatic waves of pure pleasure Had rewarded our crime.
As she sank limp and lifeless And ceased her loud groans, I could hear her soft whisper Interspersed with faint moans:
“There’s no place, no place, No place that I’ve been! No place on Olympus Like this warm tub of sin.”
She then asked if I’d ever Done it this way before: Interlocked in a bathtub With our legs getting sore.
I told her I hadn’t, That she was my first, The first time a bathtub Had so quenched my thirst.
“I’ve changed you into an animal, A sex-crazed horned toad,” Joked the wet, soap-stained goddess As tires screeched in the road.
“No, I already was one. I’m no worse than I’ve been,” I joked with my goddess, With a shy, sheepish grin.
“Then you have before done this? I might have known you were bad!” Cried the wet, green-eyed goddess, Getting more and more mad.
Like a frog in that water That had once been a prince, I felt sharp words spear me As she grew more incensed.
She sprang from the bathtub. To her white robe she did race, Then called me a liar And slammed the door in my face.
And then in an instant, As a dream sometimes does, It all returned back To the way it once was.
I turned with a jerk And looked frantically around, But my tiger-striped briefs Were nowhere to be found.
Yet still, a slight trace Of my goddess did stay, For nothing can take Her sweet memory away,
As warm glowing embers At my hearth yet remained, Though the hot, blazing fire Had withered and waned.
Clad in my bathrobe, All crying and wet, I’d not one precious moment With her to regret.
As I wiped frost from my window And tears from my eyes, I could see my beloved goddess Beneath the dark, late-night skies.
By the road she was standing Where a deer had been hit! It was lying there lifeless And not moving a bit.
In the quiet, night-drenched whiteness Of the now-falling snow, I could see from my window A faint yellow glow.
Her hands glowed much brighter As they touched the dead deer, And once more on my cheek I could feel a cold tear.
For there in the snow Beside this glowing good witch, The broke legs of the deer Began slowly to twitch.
It moved its furred body And raised its horned head. “Dear God, what strong magic! That deer had been dead!”
I watched in amazement, For in the place where she stood, It leapt up from the pavement And ran off to the woods!
The life-gift she’d brought To my dead, love-starved soul She also had granted To that deer in the snow.
MAROONED by Michael Langston
We must embark on a voyage From the land of our youth For no one who’s there can stay. We must leave that fair place And our young lives so erase; We’re sojourners there for a day. So while you’re in that lush land, Fall in love while you can For I give you this warning in truth: The isle of old age… The journey’s sad, final stage Is no place to be alone And marooned.
OBSCURITY by Michael Langston
She sang her song of life and love Though few were there to hear. Known to but the stars above, She cried her unseen tears.
A distant bird now sings instead; Her life has ceased to be. A cloud now cries her tears, it’s said; Its raindrops kiss the sea.
MY CONSOLATION by Michael Langston
Light is light… Because of darkness; The day is day… Because there’s night.
Only those… Who’ve known of loneliness, For only those… Can love shine bright.
FROM MY DREAM OF YOU by Michael Langston
Though lost to me so long ago That tears for you no longer flow, You came to me in a dream last night, Arrayed in wondrous, angelic light.
You sat with me and held my hand; I turned to you and then began To tell you all that’s in my heart, Of all the time we’ve been apart.
You are here; you are here again! How can I tell you or even begin To convey my joy that you are here Or restrain the flow of joyous tears?
I don’t want to wake or wish to leave! Let me stay with you so I’ll not grieve. I’ll forsake the glaring light of day And not wake up; with you I’ll stay.
But as Eden fell from Adam’s grasp, I opened up my eyes at last… And once again like long before, The tears began to flow once more,
For yet again you’re lost to me! But in my dreams perchance you’ll be.